d0n't feel the same way

i don't know wat got in my mind....but i just don't feel the same way...i tried but i can't keep lying...whether i break the heart or torture mine...wat do i have to do to make it alright?to make it better....if we chose to say it out....people will tink dat we are selfish but if i keep it in my heart, dat would make me a liar...i really don't know wat to do....i don't want anymore of dis...i want it to go away...i want a life where i can live my life....JUST ME.....dis cannot prolonge any longer...i hav to tell dat person...for the sake of his and for the sake of mine....I'M REALLY SORRY~the end

not awake

today...again...me and my fren didn't wake up to go to work....we woke up at 7.10a.m....argghhhh...WE'RE LATE....the first sentence i said....what happen..we slept early...penat sgtkah? i dono..all i know is i'm late...and the worse part is i didn't iron my clothes yet....mmg gile kelam kabut...good thing we have our fren BOB to pick us up~the end

n0 idea

it's been l0ng since i haven't write...got to say i'm bz...well not dat bz..kinda bz..yeah..bz...i am going to start flying now..flying the big aircraft..i really miss flying the PC-7...doing the manouvres...flying in ALOR STAR...i want to go back there....my life was there where i started all my achievements. the place full of history..bad or good...here...i'm happy but there's something missing and i can't figure it out...rase mcm da lme xblk...miss my home...miss my mum and dad, sisters and brother. dis coming raye...my whole family would be there...including my lil sis at jordan bc0z she is usually not around during the raye season..dis time we gona has a blast..but they plan on g0ing to singap0re...SINGAPORE...and i won't be able to j0in...sedihnye...dl dorg pg jordan p0n xleh ikut....bilela nk merasa life operational...ermmm..i just hope for it...but i always remember...nvr put ur hopes to high~the end