Sunday 29 August, 2010

a sudden thOught

y did u have to lie.....was it so hard for you to say dat u didnt l0ve me anymore???

Friday 27 August, 2010

SukA sUki

BouT mE

ON THE OUTSIDE IM SMILING BUT IN THE INSIDE IM CRYING

PLZ UNDERSTAND

i dono wats got into me...really...why the sudden change...i didnt ask for it but it came...i knew it was coming anyway...but i put it aside hoping dat everything would be alrite...but as time passes, it didnt turn out the way i want it to be...it became worse...becoz it involves other peoples feelings...i didnt meant it to happen...now i feel really guilty...i wish i didnt take dat step from the beginning. now everybody's gona get hurt...i always ask myself...whether to hurt my heart or someone's. if i chose to hurts others, its not fair for them but if i choose to hurt myself...i will nvr be happy...i can act happy and be a hypocrite for the rest of my life but i dont want dat to happen....it really is not fair...FOR ME....now wat i want is just ME AND FREEDOM. I WANT MY LIFE BACK....my life where i dont have to tink about anyone except my family and my career..im in a stress zone now....would someone help...i hope dat someone would understand....sometime we have to face the sadness in our life although its gona hurt badly....wat im doing is to make sure you wont get hurt in the future...TRUST ME....im not for you...no one is~the end