I yAnG mALas

boring gle ddk kt cni...wlpon dkt ngn rumah tp jauh plk rs...like people use to say...NEAR YET SO FAR......mls gle nk kje skang.rs mcm nk ddk rmh and watch tv the whole day...mcm zaman sekolah dl...blkje dgn xtuka baju lg terus landing ats coach kegemaran...pastu makan sambil terlenting atas sofa...gle pemalas....skang xblh da nk wat cmtu...sbb ms xbyk mcm dl...huhu....pas kawen nk mtk ngn hubby xnk kejela....blhla tgk tv sepanjang hari..hehehehe....sebenarnye tade bnde nk cte pon cume nk update blog ni yg sudah lme terbengkalai...xnk jd mcm projek terbengkalai kan =)

At LaST

at last....i finished my FHT...after 7 month of hell....it was a tough one going through all the things pouring and draning on my face...i get to feel a little freedom after my exam....going out in the middle of the nite (curi2 jgk), didnt hav to prep, didnt hav to rollcall and especially didnt hav to THINK....so far the 0ne week was enough to release my tension all dis while...although dat before the exam i had to face wif big problems dat occcured here n there...fuuuuhhhh..RELIEF. i hope dis will last long enough for me to really experience the freedom life...i do envy the outsiders. didnt hav to bother about wat people think, didnt hav to take part in anything, didnt hav to be social and the most important part....DIDNT HAV TO BODEK2. bodek has become a culture now in human's life to gain something, to become a part of something big...less work but much talking....dats all wat they did....i hate those kind of people...pity them who has work really hard but no one was to keen to see them. they only see the ACTOR.....dats y i dont get human...terkeluar topik pulak....anyway..after dis, i'll be posting out from my previous squadron dat i dont enjoy so much staying...not dat i hate it but i didnt seem to fit in.it was nvr a place for me. i want to be at home...six years of living someplace else...i think it's finally the time for me to be at my home..ALLAH...please place me in the right place where i can find my life and be in the correct path...AMIN~the end

LiVing Like aLmost To HeLL

i hate it here....i wana go home....ari2 tension....seeing my frens getting scolded...hearing unappropriate language....aaarrghhhh...it really gives me the headache...cant i get a peace and quiet surrounding over here.....people do hav a life okey...dont treat us like we're kindergartens....i mean kids also get treated nicely....we're 24 for heaven's sake. i don't understand why dis world exist wif dis kind of people....TOTALLY UNREASONABLE.....tink they're always rite....cannot see others live peacefully n hepily...am i gona spend my lifetime like dis...i reaaly dont want it =(

MaHer ZaiN

now i'm totally in love wif dis new singer...i mean i love his song...the 1st song i got attracted was 'ALWAYS BE THERE'......it was a hit...it caught my soul...so sweet and meaningful...when i was d0wn, dis song was able to make me strong....stand up f0r myself...bec0z it taught me to love wat we're suppose to love...how i know dis s0ng?it was a wake up call f0r my sister...she used it as her alarm and ape lagi...when i heard it, i kept repeating it over and over
again...bestnyeee......he's coming to malaysia...i wana go but tatau blh ke tak..hrp2 blh...amin~

n0 idea

it's been l0ng since i haven't write...got to say i'm bz...well not dat bz..kinda bz..yeah..bz...i am going to start flying now..flying the big aircraft..i really miss flying the PC-7...doing the manouvres...flying in ALOR STAR...i want to go back there....my life was there where i started all my achievements. the place full of history..bad or good...here...i'm happy but there's something missing and i can't figure it out...rase mcm da lme xblk...miss my home...miss my mum and dad, sisters and brother. dis coming raye...my whole family would be there...including my lil sis at jordan bc0z she is usually not around during the raye season..dis time we gona has a blast..but they plan on g0ing to singap0re...SINGAPORE...and i won't be able to j0in...sedihnye...dl dorg pg jordan p0n xleh ikut....bilela nk merasa life operational...ermmm..i just hope for it...but i always remember...nvr put ur hopes to high~the end

BeauTin0uS

t0day after class and exam, me and my friend tira had a conversati0n ab0ut h0w beautiful 0ur seni0r is. mmg cantek. like a face where u c0uld see it in the japan c0mics. BIG EYES, THIN LIPS, WHITE SKIN. she was everything like dat. me and tira c0uldn't st0p l00king at her while she was teaching. OMG. ALLAH MAHA BESAR. if a girl like me cann0t take my eyes 0f her, d0n't say da men. s0me lucky guy...hehe...neways after dat, we c0ntinue talking b0ut artist inner seas and 0verseas. biasela, kalau p0mpuan bercerita, akan meleret sampai t0pik nth pape nth. huhu.....first we talked b0ut da white pe0ple. americans and british. NICOLE KIDMAN, CAMERON DIAZ, MONICA BELLUCI nd etc. S0 many beautys. tatau nk sebut yg mane. sexy eyes, sexy lips, h0t b0dy....w0w. i'm like a lesbian..hahaha...then we went 0n b0ut hindustan plak. PREITY ZINTA was 0ur first ch0ice. then JUHI CHAWLA, SONALI, RANI, AISHWARYA. kutuk megutuk dan puji memuji. mexic0ns plak.....SCARLET 0RTEZ annndddd........tu jela yg ingat name. hehe..lasty...da arabians. as beuatiful as....nthla...tatau nk ckp.sume sgtla cantek..i used t0 like this singer name NAWAL. but she wasn't dat fam0us. pe0ple kn0w PASCHAL m0re. s0metimes i w0nder. where d0 they get their faces? h0w did they end up like dat? fr0m ADAM and HAWA, t0 many races and differnt c0l0urs. sgtla unik bile dipk blk. if i die, i w0uld like t0 see h0w dis happen. fr0m 0ur ancest0rs until n0w. t0 th0se wh0 granted with beauty pls be grateful bec0z anytime ALLAH can take them away. BEAUTY IS MORTAL~the end