a dream dat felt so real

i keep dreaming of him...wat does dat mean?am i still in luv wif him??i don't.people say dat if we keep having a dream of someone, its shows dat we always think of him.but i cant avoid to think of him can i. i mean i hav a hepi life now wif my fiancee...he's kind to me and everything. i will not do anything dat might hurt him. please leave my mind...i cant do dis anymore...it hurts and im miserable always...its not ur fault but its mine...it shows dat i havent completely erased u...i admit i cant...ur still part of my life. but i luv my fiancee now and will always do...u'll jz hav a bit of piece of my heart~

aN uNexPecteD texT

yesterday i got a text from a very known person, a person dat i never expected to text me again after all dat we've been through. he ask me to meet him which i know is not rite since we're not even talking rite now. why now?and why all of a sudden?is he using me or is he really sincere to meet his old fren or wat so called his ex. i had my doubts so i decided not to meet him. my heart is dying to meet him but when i thought back and the words he said to me....naaah...i'm done and it's over. i know him....after 6 six years of friendship...i hope i can survive and win the battle between my own heart~the end

to win someone's heart back takes wisdom and courage

mine was gone when i did that

So CaLLEd FreN

i just had to spill out wat i felt.....cannot take it anymore...6 years of being a fren...nothing....ur not worth it to her....she's just using u and pretending to be innocent...looking like i'm the bad girl here. i don't understand. are boys so much important to her in her life...i mean of cozla they're charming but doesn't a frenship mean nothing to u. when u hav no one, u come crawling to the ladies fren...but if there's a guy, POOOF....of she goes. it's not the first time she does dat. i think it's the 5TH time but during the first time, i didn't care so much....becoz i didn't know her yet back then. NOW I KNOW. so irritating. the GEDIKS dat she shows to men without relizing...i'm not the only one who says dis...even the guys says dis...so wat i think is definitely TRUE. but the weird thing is, she can say to other gurls.....EEEEEE.....GEDIKNYE....without relizing herself...i'm sory i hav to say dis but i think u should know...dats wat frens are. she looks like she is tough and 'ganas'...with her eyes like an animal staring at their prey...always like to jeling at people showing her eyes....and then people will go....nape ko jeling aku...and then she would like it....of cozla...attracting men's attraction. GROSS. come onla...it's not only about guys here...is dat wat she only thinks about....no wonder la my other fren decided not to become her fren anymore...its becoz of dis...before they were like twins who would go anywhere together but all of a sudden, their relationship vanish. at first i thought it was becoz of my enemy fren but it's all becoz of herself. now people call her the PLAYGIRL...everywhere she goes, a man would be there waiting...maybe she's lucky to hav sooooo many guys adoring her becoz of her sweetness, comel die, perangai manje die but she must remember....guys like her for a reason and in the end...she'll might deserve wat she did to other people...especially her BF ~the end

a sudden thOught

y did u have to lie.....was it so hard for you to say dat u didnt l0ve me anymore???

SukA sUki

BouT mE

ON THE OUTSIDE IM SMILING BUT IN THE INSIDE IM CRYING