MaHer ZaiN

now i'm totally in love wif dis new singer...i mean i love his song...the 1st song i got attracted was 'ALWAYS BE THERE'......it was a hit...it caught my soul...so sweet and meaningful...when i was d0wn, dis song was able to make me strong....stand up f0r myself...bec0z it taught me to love wat we're suppose to love...how i know dis s0ng?it was a wake up call f0r my sister...she used it as her alarm and ape lagi...when i heard it, i kept repeating it over and over
again...bestnyeee......he's coming to malaysia...i wana go but tatau blh ke tak..hrp2 blh...amin~

a sudden thOught

y did u have to lie.....was it so hard for you to say dat u didnt l0ve me anymore???

SukA sUki

BouT mE

ON THE OUTSIDE IM SMILING BUT IN THE INSIDE IM CRYING

PLZ UNDERSTAND

i dono wats got into me...really...why the sudden change...i didnt ask for it but it came...i knew it was coming anyway...but i put it aside hoping dat everything would be alrite...but as time passes, it didnt turn out the way i want it to be...it became worse...becoz it involves other peoples feelings...i didnt meant it to happen...now i feel really guilty...i wish i didnt take dat step from the beginning. now everybody's gona get hurt...i always ask myself...whether to hurt my heart or someone's. if i chose to hurts others, its not fair for them but if i choose to hurt myself...i will nvr be happy...i can act happy and be a hypocrite for the rest of my life but i dont want dat to happen....it really is not fair...FOR ME....now wat i want is just ME AND FREEDOM. I WANT MY LIFE BACK....my life where i dont have to tink about anyone except my family and my career..im in a stress zone now....would someone help...i hope dat someone would understand....sometime we have to face the sadness in our life although its gona hurt badly....wat im doing is to make sure you wont get hurt in the future...TRUST ME....im not for you...no one is~the end

d0n't feel the same way

i don't know wat got in my mind....but i just don't feel the same way...i tried but i can't keep lying...whether i break the heart or torture mine...wat do i have to do to make it alright?to make it better....if we chose to say it out....people will tink dat we are selfish but if i keep it in my heart, dat would make me a liar...i really don't know wat to do....i don't want anymore of dis...i want it to go away...i want a life where i can live my life....JUST ME.....dis cannot prolonge any longer...i hav to tell dat person...for the sake of his and for the sake of mine....I'M REALLY SORRY~the end

not awake

today...again...me and my fren didn't wake up to go to work....we woke up at 7.10a.m....argghhhh...WE'RE LATE....the first sentence i said....what happen..we slept early...penat sgtkah? i dono..all i know is i'm late...and the worse part is i didn't iron my clothes yet....mmg gile kelam kabut...good thing we have our fren BOB to pick us up~the end