D 'cat' - 23 AUG 2011

i've completed my training...alhamdulillah. after 8 years of becoming a student...no more buying dis buying dat...but it depends la on the personell....if they hav no shame they'll ask to do watever they want us to do...my first operatioanl sortie was on 24rd aug 2011. it was auwsome. my first tasking and it was a VIP tasking. my route was from subang to kuantan and back to subang. plus my pilot was super cool. he didnt fust about anything but teach us. i salute u. and my 2nd sortie, i brought the sultan's pahang son and his football team. also route to kuantan. the football team was all foreign. but i didnt get chance to chat with them. my place is in the cockpit...wat a hell of experience i had. it made me njoy my flight throughout dis time. im really thankful for all the things i've acheived trough hards and downs...but i made it.THANK YOU ALLAH =)

I yAnG mALas

boring gle ddk kt cni...wlpon dkt ngn rumah tp jauh plk rs...like people use to say...NEAR YET SO FAR......mls gle nk kje skang.rs mcm nk ddk rmh and watch tv the whole day...mcm zaman sekolah dl...blkje dgn xtuka baju lg terus landing ats coach kegemaran...pastu makan sambil terlenting atas sofa...gle pemalas....skang xblh da nk wat cmtu...sbb ms xbyk mcm dl...huhu....pas kawen nk mtk ngn hubby xnk kejela....blhla tgk tv sepanjang hari..hehehehe....sebenarnye tade bnde nk cte pon cume nk update blog ni yg sudah lme terbengkalai...xnk jd mcm projek terbengkalai kan =)

MiSsiNG PieCE

im missing Jeddah already...its been 7 days now since i got back....although there was much nagging n unsatisfaction but it turned out dat it was great!!!if i get a chance i wanna stay there, become the citizen...we might see from outside dat Jeddah is old fashion, not as modern as our country...but actually they are updated...i mean the technology and etc...wat we see on the outside is not the same as wat we see in the inside...totally different...their culture and ours....for example...we malaysian women tend to dress up when we go somewhere out from our home but the arabian's dress up at home..wearing only black abaya outside...dat's wat ladies are supposed to do exactly...looking beatiful only for the love ones and our mahram...hehehe...we might tink dat its hotla wearing abaya...rimasla konon but actually if we wear it..we feel really comfortable...i bet ya...we wont feel like a guy is watching us becoz we're all cover up...we dont attract guys attention becoz we only wear black...we all look the same on the outside...honestly its feels nice...trust me...other things dat attract me is the food..omg..im totally in love wif the food i can die...hahaha...im a big fan of cheese, meat, and all types of bread.lets just say...arabian food is for me...i had 4 croissant on the first day i arrived at Jeddah...then i had arabic bread with butter and cheese...also stuffed wif slices of ham..delicious...walla...the deserts were marvellous...caramel...strawberry crumbled, cream puff and lots more dats i dont know the names..hehe..i just eat =)...at my half arabic and half malaysia friend's house...i had baby camel for lunch wif mindi (a type of arabic rice dat taste like beriani but better)...i just cant believe dat i ate camel...without tinking twice...it was good...taste like chicken...nooottt...most like cow i guess but very soft...and the lambs...wow...u can just taste the fat...the most delicious part...but during our walk in the market..there's not much to taste on...but there's stuff to try on...the second best part...shooopppinggg....as i am a shopaholic..i bought everything dat i can reach...at first i didnt attend to buy anything bcoz i thought there wasnt time but as we finish our flying...of we go to the market place (sentence from aladdin)..from zero to....i cant find anything dat rhymes...huhu...dats all for now....there will be another story~the end

My TriP To jEDdah

its been 3 days since im staying in jeddah...not including the journey and everything,,,one hell of an xperience...lucky for me..im not even operational yet but i get to go...yeah...our mission is to bring the students back to malaysia....besides dat we get to go on a holiday also...so far ive only been to al-balad...a place to shop...my fav thing to do NOW.....i bought things but i tried to control it since ive been a debt of my credit card....although my heart is poundering for more....I WANT MORE......hehehe....tomorow i might be going to Mecca....hooray....the last time i went there was when i was standard 5....it was a long time ago...now ive been given another opportunity to set my foot at Mecca again...insyaAllah~the end

aN uNexPecteD texT

yesterday i got a text from a very known person, a person dat i never expected to text me again after all dat we've been through. he ask me to meet him which i know is not rite since we're not even talking rite now. why now?and why all of a sudden?is he using me or is he really sincere to meet his old fren or wat so called his ex. i had my doubts so i decided not to meet him. my heart is dying to meet him but when i thought back and the words he said to me....naaah...i'm done and it's over. i know him....after 6 six years of friendship...i hope i can survive and win the battle between my own heart~the end

to win someone's heart back takes wisdom and courage

mine was gone when i did that

KesiAN mY SiS

yesterday my sis went for an operation. at first i didnt thought it would be dat serius but it is. she had to went through an open surgery from doing the laser thingy. she has this thing wat we call endomethrosis. quite severe but i didnt excpect her to have it. but at least she's alrite. dat's wats important....DONT WORRY ALONG.....we will ALWAYS BE THERE =)

So CaLLEd FreN

i just had to spill out wat i felt.....cannot take it anymore...6 years of being a fren...nothing....ur not worth it to her....she's just using u and pretending to be innocent...looking like i'm the bad girl here. i don't understand. are boys so much important to her in her life...i mean of cozla they're charming but doesn't a frenship mean nothing to u. when u hav no one, u come crawling to the ladies fren...but if there's a guy, POOOF....of she goes. it's not the first time she does dat. i think it's the 5TH time but during the first time, i didn't care so much....becoz i didn't know her yet back then. NOW I KNOW. so irritating. the GEDIKS dat she shows to men without relizing...i'm not the only one who says dis...even the guys says dis...so wat i think is definitely TRUE. but the weird thing is, she can say to other gurls.....EEEEEE.....GEDIKNYE....without relizing herself...i'm sory i hav to say dis but i think u should know...dats wat frens are. she looks like she is tough and 'ganas'...with her eyes like an animal staring at their prey...always like to jeling at people showing her eyes....and then people will go....nape ko jeling aku...and then she would like it....of cozla...attracting men's attraction. GROSS. come onla...it's not only about guys here...is dat wat she only thinks about....no wonder la my other fren decided not to become her fren anymore...its becoz of dis...before they were like twins who would go anywhere together but all of a sudden, their relationship vanish. at first i thought it was becoz of my enemy fren but it's all becoz of herself. now people call her the PLAYGIRL...everywhere she goes, a man would be there waiting...maybe she's lucky to hav sooooo many guys adoring her becoz of her sweetness, comel die, perangai manje die but she must remember....guys like her for a reason and in the end...she'll might deserve wat she did to other people...especially her BF ~the end