At LaST

at last....i finished my FHT...after 7 month of hell....it was a tough one going through all the things pouring and draning on my face...i get to feel a little freedom after my exam....going out in the middle of the nite (curi2 jgk), didnt hav to prep, didnt hav to rollcall and especially didnt hav to THINK....so far the 0ne week was enough to release my tension all dis while...although dat before the exam i had to face wif big problems dat occcured here n there...fuuuuhhhh..RELIEF. i hope dis will last long enough for me to really experience the freedom life...i do envy the outsiders. didnt hav to bother about wat people think, didnt hav to take part in anything, didnt hav to be social and the most important part....DIDNT HAV TO BODEK2. bodek has become a culture now in human's life to gain something, to become a part of something big...less work but much talking....dats all wat they did....i hate those kind of people...pity them who has work really hard but no one was to keen to see them. they only see the ACTOR.....dats y i dont get human...terkeluar topik pulak....anyway..after dis, i'll be posting out from my previous squadron dat i dont enjoy so much staying...not dat i hate it but i didnt seem to fit in.it was nvr a place for me. i want to be at home...six years of living someplace else...i think it's finally the time for me to be at my home..ALLAH...please place me in the right place where i can find my life and be in the correct path...AMIN~the end