UnFair

an0ther 5 days f0r the big day...and then 0f back t0 kuching...=(. we r ab0ut t0 get 0ur wings and at last my friend hilmi can als0 get his wing. after s0 much hardness dat he had t0 g0 through. but my 0ther friend c0uldnt get his. due t0 s0me things dat he did 0r didnt d0. Allah Maha Mengetahui. f0r 0ur parade, we had t0 combine with my juni0r c0urse. h0w lucky are they. 1 year plus in PLTB they can get 0ut already. 0urs was ab0ut 2 years. s000000 unfair. but what can we d0. alwayz da victim. but we learn t0 accept dat. anyway, they were also 0ur ex-c0ursemate during da cadets time. but...i became mad when the best 0verall result didnt g0 t0 my c0urse. but t0 theirs. wtf....h0w can it be like dat. are they blind. i mean was 0ur life there mean n0thing. after all th0se ragging. senior didnt m0nit0r, seni0r lack 0f c0ntr0l, seni0r did dis, seni0r did dat.....and lastly da juni0rs t00k da name. mane b0leh cmtu...xadil...mmgla c0mbine c0urse tp they sh0uld c0nsider dat we were 1st t0 finish at PLTB. if i kn0wn i might as well extend myself during da academics. xpyh blaja rajin2. hidup pn sng. if arwah was still here, he will be da 0ne t0 defend us. but die da xde. we're 0n our 0wn. nasib CSE 70. a l0t 0f people blame us f0r everything. always assuming 0ur c0urse is da w0rse wherelse we didnt d0 anything t0 deserve dis. if any0ne kn0ws us....they w0uld understand.